zzz! shit! i totally regret it... damn it! i was too late! no wonder last few days my left eyes has been twitching... my 3rd uncle from my dad's side had lung cancer and its in terminal state, last month admitted into the hospital, i only knew it last week. last week chin kok and the rest came to ton at my house so i totally forgotten about it, when i recall i decided to go on this sat since during the weekdays i have wss. on friday, my mum called me whether i wanna go to the hospital or not, i dnt felt like it cos i just reached home from school and was damn tired. so i decided i should go on sat like i already planned.
on sat afternoon which is ytd, a call came from hospital saying he was in critical condition, we all rushed down.but when i reach, he was already gone. DAMN IT! DAMN IT ALL! WHY DIDNT I GO EARLIER #@!~ sad. when i saw him on the bed lying there breathlessly, memories of him flash pass in my mind(only a few cos i have only seen him like less than 5 time in my life). i totally couldnt recognise him. my dad open his left eye, i also dnt know for wad but it did not focus and move, having to see that made me felt so guilty for not visiting him earlier. after that my relative discussed how we should settle funeral. we were thinking of setting up a 1 day funeral before decimating his body. but my relative dnt want, they say he got no wife, no son, and his friend are sucky friend who only befriend him when he is rich and left him when he is poor.somemore my father told me that on friday he went to visit him he told uncle that " hey i am no.4 i am here to see u, can u recognise me?" when my uncle heard that tears started rolling down from his cheek. when i heard them said that damn it man, he is such a poorthing. :( so we decided to decimate him on monday, i have to go see him one last time :( i pray for his safety on the journey towards heaven
