zzz! shit! i totally regret it... damn it! i was too late! no wonder last few days my left eyes has been twitching... my 3rd uncle from my dad's side had lung cancer and its in terminal state, last month admitted into the hospital, i only knew it last week. last week chin kok and the rest came to ton at my house so i totally forgotten about it, when i recall i decided to go on this sat since during the weekdays i have wss. on friday, my mum called me whether i wanna go to the hospital or not, i dnt felt like it cos i just reached home from school and was damn tired. so i decided i should go on sat like i already planned.
on sat afternoon which is ytd, a call came from hospital saying he was in critical condition, we all rushed down.but when i reach, he was already gone. DAMN IT! DAMN IT ALL! WHY DIDNT I GO EARLIER #@!~ sad. when i saw him on the bed lying there breathlessly, memories of him flash pass in my mind(only a few cos i have only seen him like less than 5 time in my life). i totally couldnt recognise him. my dad open his left eye, i also dnt know for wad but it did not focus and move, having to see that made me felt so guilty for not visiting him earlier. after that my relative discussed how we should settle funeral. we were thinking of setting up a 1 day funeral before decimating his body. but my relative dnt want, they say he got no wife, no son, and his friend are sucky friend who only befriend him when he is rich and left him when he is poor.somemore my father told me that on friday he went to visit him he told uncle that " hey i am no.4 i am here to see u, can u recognise me?" when my uncle heard that tears started rolling down from his cheek. when i heard them said that damn it man, he is such a poorthing. :( so we decided to decimate him on monday, i have to go see him one last time :( i pray for his safety on the journey towards heaven
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{ _____<3??? hahas xp! }
Thursday, April 2, 2009
I AM BACK BABY!!!
wahahahah! jan till now sia 2 month nvr blog power!@~~~ hahahaha, just finished a dota match with garry, having quite a good mood i also dnt know why. u guys keen to know what i did for the past 2month?! i shall begin my essay..................................................
firstly after the previous post which is the "mati result" post, i have been watching witch yoo hee, 3rd time i watched :X but still damn nice, han ga-in ftw!!! after that show, dnt know why been feeling down kinda anti social, everyday go home straight after school hahahaha.
after the witch yoo hee drama finished, i started to watch GUNDAM SEED + GUNDAM SEED DESTINY. It was damn nice ok! strike freedom, u are the best! hate debates with shah and ly about which gundam is the best. they keep saying wing, i keep saying freedom. but of cos only kira can fully master sf~!
after the seed and seed destiny, started to read watch samurai x( ruronin kenshin) it was damn nice!hiten mitsurugi style...... amakkakeru ryu no hirameki!( should be something like that but spelling sure wrong). kenshin himura truly rocks.
after the samurai x, i got bored and started reading manga. read "new grappler baki", "baki- son of ogre", "I''s", "blade x", "kodomo no omacha", new "history strongest desicple"( i still prefer the old one a bit more but nevertheless kenichi still rock),"kekkaishi", "1/3 kareshi","7th period a secret", "as the death god dictates","Asa mo hirumo yorumo", "baby its you", "back stage prince", "beast master", "B shock", "B reaction"," its not like that darling", "mXo", and somemore which i left out. today just finished "kokout debut". phew read finished all of them, u guys must be thinking "wah piang eh!?! u zai nan sia " hahaha, was so bored and had nothing to do so i spam manga. oh ya, forget to tell u guys, i am already in the WSS already, i remembered the first time i went to the wss training with shah. we were handed a thick stack of paper each. we flipped open the pages, there were stuff like router switches and all this. in the end, i DNT UNDERSTAND 95% OF THE CONTENT. i was like OMG, what the hell the paper is talking, only had ????? in my head. i asked shah, and found out we were on the same boat except that he knew about 35% of the paper i think while i only understand 5%. when the holiday start, there goes the wss training camp, have to come to school everyday 9-5. at first it was tiring, but the lessons were fun, learnt alot. its amazing how much i have learn within this one month, i will surprise u guys next sem! for those who took networking. hahahaha!!
oh ya i forget to mention again, my result came out, it was so shitty!
module name credit unit grade program design 2 B+ PEEE 13(i am not kidding!!!) C DE 8 D+ IE 6 D solar electric 2 B+ TCS 4 C math 4 A(oh ya baby!) CD 2 B
semester gpa 2.077,cumulative 2.306
LOUSY RIGHT??? the program design was suppose to get A :( due to one labtest i only got 5 marks due to one % sign. basket,
PEEE was too damn difficult its even a miracle i gotten a C 13 credit point dnt play play.
i guess i deserve this point for DE due to some of my previous labtest so sucky,
got nothing to complain for IE, since IE require one to combine the knowledge of PEEE and DE tgt so wad do ya know, i suck at both of them.
for solar electric i have to thanks my dear pals jia qian, kuan ting, jeff, zul and jiaqian's friend! i didnt do much. sorry T.T
for TCS, damn that ______ u guys should know who i am talking, i spend so many weekends doing the proposal in the end i only gotten a C >.<
for Math well kinda unexpected, cos the first half of the sem, teacher keep complaining to me that i didnt turn up for lesson, cant help it lesson too early on thursdays so i cant wake up.
last but not least, CD well i guess i deserve this marks becos i have the teacher keep chasing me for my ppt and my cip hours. thanks teacher for helping me so much.
tml gonna run 2.4km with shah and his friend, man! i am getting fat, the last time i train i managed to get back 4 packs, now i move back to 2 packs. sian... shall start training tml! morning meeting kok early in the morning guess i got to sleep already. nites ya all :)
